Looking at my space experiment, there are too many things happening there, graffiti, texts, symbols, expression, abstract art, toys and dolls, textile art, installation, spatial art, digital painting, portraits, which made me so confused — which one should I focus on? I can’t find an answer, I wanna everything.
Looking at the gound of my space, it reminded me of Jackson Pollock and abstract expressionism.
They asked me to cover it.
And I did it.
My friend took some photos of me in my painting zone, I like those photos when I looked up, like looking for something I don’t know.
Something is swallowing me up
I don’t know what to do with it
When I was in Manila, it was cheap to send Nike shoes for laundry service, moving to London, I didn’t clean them as often as I did in Manila due to the higher price. So one pair of my white sneakers got dirty and dirty as I always wore them at the studio.
Looking at my angry wall, I need to write something down.
In the past weeks, every morning I go for boxing before coming to school, by throwing punches and sweating, I try to vent my pressure, anxiety, anger, and all the negative feelings, to restrain my emotion and keep calm at school.
I love painting humankind.