Something is swallowing me up
I don’t know what to do with it
When I was in Manila, it was cheap to send Nike shoes for laundry service, moving to London, I didn’t clean them as often as I did in Manila due to the higher price. So one pair of my white sneakers got dirty and dirty as I always wore them at the studio.
Looking at my angry wall, I need to write something down.
In the past weeks, every morning I go for boxing before coming to school, by throwing punches and sweating, I try to vent my pressure, anxiety, anger, and all the negative feelings, to restrain my emotion and keep calm at school.
I love painting humankind.
During the life model workshop with Matt, we listed down key life events and talked about how they influenced us personally. Looking at my personal model, it reminded me something too familiar that I ignored in my life.
“Color is the keyboard, the eyes are the harmonies, the soul is the piano with many strings. The artist is the hand that plays, touching one key or another, to cause vibrations in the soul.”
— Wassily Kandinsky
The Drawing workshop run by knitting and textile artist Celia Pym inspired me to discover the relationship between music and painting.
When I just moved to London, my friend asked me to join a life drawing workshop, I refused, “I have never drawn a naked person, I would feel shy. ” I didn’t expect that today I would spend 6 hours joining 2 life drawing workshops and felt “It’s not enough, I want more !”